From May 6, 2024 While I Was Tormented For The Lawyers

I will never forget the sinking feeling in my heart as the porn industry and some creeper following us around, took a bunch of simulated child porn and did like some cold war advertisement to my child.  Some kind of thing they were doing on the internet and something else they were doing through the cell phones.  Of course she was in the throes of puberty and becoming belligerent and disrespectful.  I blamed most of it on her age but I became increasingly aware of what was going on and the more I tried to tell I was assured that I was wacked out.  Just paranoid.  Making up crazy lies.  No.  For the longest time somebody had been eavesdropping on all of our cell phones and our home network.  I kept trying to explain it to Damon and that I could even hear him sometimes.  I mean I had put a key finder app on there but then all these apps were cloning and all of these fake apps loaded up and some kind of wife tracker thing was on his phone. 

It sounded so ridiculous even to me right now it sounds ridiculous and I lived through it, but somebody most certainly was harassing me and extorting me over a conversation about some pornography they found on the old HP Pavilion computers.  To me the whole thing seemed to be set up and elaborate.  Almost like someone in the mob would do or someone that actually produces child porn and then I remembered the FBI tip.  They even listened to the phone conversation when I was trying to explain it to my daddy that somehow they either got on his computer or our computer or were eavesdropping on us and trying to extort me over Damon's pornography like trying to force me to say something. 

I told my daddy on the phone that morning that I wasn't quite sure if it was actually an investigation or someone trying to pull something.  He said I know you really love Damon a whole lot and you really love each other.  He can be sneaky and lie sometimes so I will pray about it.  He had weird stuff he didn't know where it came from on his computer too.  In hindsight it was probably from when I dug deep deep into the web and pulled up that website and gave the FBI tip.  I absolutely had to know who was sending things to my husband.  I had a daughter and I had to know.  Whatever they were doing escalated from there.  I had that conversation in the parking lot at Diamond Plastics Corporation prior to starting my shift one morning.  Probably 2014 or 2015.

Whatever happened with my child it absolutely terrorized her at first.  Then she became extremely belligerent and sneaky and smartelick.  All of this started around 2014 with a bunch of identity theft and eavesdropping and escalated in 2015.  By 2016, my husband started drinking excessively.  He always drank to get drunk whenever he did drink but he wasn't an everyday drinker.  Only an occasional drunk.  The next thing I know not only did it start to become excessive it became absolutely disgusting.  I knew they were extorting us they even had some kind of weird charges coming out of his bank account.  It was a nominal fee but it was weird what they were doing.  They thought he was going to get a bunch of money from a partnership business settlement.  Property Pros with Jon Pierre.  Then thought I was getting money from my Aunt Myra, or my sister Kelly and started extortion over my sister Holly and her medical records and kids. 

Then they thought Damon was going to get a house from his mother, a car and something else.  He was absolutely getting extorted over things from way back in his life,  like they could shame him to death and get what they wanted.  Whenever I would try to talk to him about what they were doing as they were going through all of the aol's all of the Yahoo's all of the excite all of the MSN all of the BellSouth all of the AT& T and phones and photos, I knew they were doing the same things to him but couldn't get him to understand.  I don't know if he had drunken dementia or if he was in denial and refused to admit what they were eavesdropping on.  I don't think anybody is proud of their past sins.  Then all the sudden they started trying to extort me over everyone else's problem and I was like well if you know something tell it.  I have no money and if I did I wouldn't pay you not to tell.  It's like they had pilfered through our house or  photos and picked out what they wanted, and wanted to use.

They went to these people that were getting indicted and somehow had someone believing that I had told on them with Jeff Smith of Lexington South Carolina PD.  That idea is just outlandish but obviously someone believed it from going through photos and eavesdropping on phone calls.  Lots of terrible things happened and lots of people were getting mad at each other and becoming strange and stressed.  Then here comes the nasty lawyer tricks.  I think some of those people are worse than the criminals that they represent.  If I was a lawyer I suppose I would have to defend someone even if I knew they were wrong but I could not live with myself if I had to hurt someone else to do it.

I know they're still doing something to my daughter.   I'm certain of it from the nonsense she is saying.  They were doing some of the same things to me.  They want you to believe things happened that didn't happen and that things didn't happen that did.  I don't know what these people are into but it's obviously no good.  Who is doing this and why?    Browning,  Texas is where they were filming pornography and some of it was child trafficking and it coincided with the website that I gave the FBI tip on in 2004.  Now that website had a mantra that said Ate by eight or it's too late.  It was going into great detail telling someone how they could molest a child but to make sure they did it before the age of eight because the risk of getting caught was higher.  They had a social group that offered private plane rides and a weekend with a child and they would film it for additional money.  Nasty things.  At one point they harassed me so bad with A1 programs trying to do conspiracy crap and mind control, as well as using our Network resources.  I swear I could hear it I could even hear a woman talking and saying well this is really a program that is used for the military.  I know a lot of it were people that are associated with pedophiles and high dollar things.

I've explained it a million times how I managed to get to this website deep deep in the web.  I mean gosh it was 20 years ago.  I was on my dad's HP Pavilion.  Damon had already left me once because I confronted him about child porn.  Of course we lived in Irmo, SC then so even if they found it on the machine they couldn't have done anything because we had home invasion there also.  Since it was encrypted and I didn't actually see it he could deny anything, and create reasonable doubt.  We had someone hack our internet and our cable TV.  A Frankie that stayed nextdoor.   He was constantly using those little CDs you would get in the mail to open a temporary AOL.  Taunt Blonde was one he used.  Interestingly enough the people on the other side was a Lisa, and the daughter Ashley.  They had ties to the mob.  They were chummy with my daughter and husband.  They knew some common people involved in common things.  It was odd because that particular neighbor was renting from my mother's supervisor at the time whose son ended up working for the FBI.  Sadie Hartman.  The Flotts and a John.  Papa John's and some company in Macon Georgia, Albany, and Florida. 

So in 2014 when they started attacking me someone was absolutely trolling through my head over listening to my mother's phone conversations with Sadie Hartman.  They were digging for information about Jamie Hartman and FBI.  Jane?  Janes?  This time when the child trafficking came up again Damon had given out our IP address or IMEI and our network key to the neighbor involved in methamphetamine and embezzlement.  Bill was his father and he was a registered sex offender because he actually married Ross's mother.  His father was a history teacher and he married one of his students at sixteen.  It's almost like it was set up to hide it.

Then when we settled here off of Elberta in Warner Robins, where Damon had lived prior to moving to South Carolina,  the neighbors had ties to Buffalo,  New York.  2004. Some people that Damon met through a mutual friend at a company in Macon.  Clean Control?  They shared homemade DirecTV cards and someone had looked at something they shouldn't on one of the cards.  They were looking at a Jason at one time.  He is a registered sex offender.   Jason Smith.  Then the next thing I know they're mixing in every single person that has a human trafficking or child trafficking indictment with my family members from my online Genealogy research.

They were even doing it to Becky Wilbanks and she was making me out to be a paranoid crazy person.  They were making her out to be some kind of worldly sex crazed weirdo.  Implying that she allowed Danita to be molested, her own daughter, and forced abortions, and even her comments about the only thing she did for herself was take a pain pill and masturbate.  I suppose it didn't help matters any when she took Dodi to Helen, Georgia and refused to bring her back.  Dodi had been bathing and showering with Jesse, Becky's adult friend.  She was ten or eleven at the time.  They had her sit down and make a list of bad things about her mother for a lawyer.  It was odd because when she did come back and we finally did talk she decided she was going to be gay.  I think that was done intentionally to hide what they had done earlier in 2017 with their weirdo cold war adware porn. 

Somebody absolutely knows what they did and if they don't know exactly what they did they know exactly what software I am speaking of.  Someone somewhere needs to help me and my daughter.  Please help my child. 

It's like one group of people used it to lure them in, and another to say I'm in an unsafe place, or insane.  Then another to say that Dodi can't be here because of what THEY did to begin with.  I'm not that paranoid .  It only seems that no matter where you go once people start on you online or in the internet they eventually find you again.  I think being cautious is a better word than paranoid.

They tied the family together when, I say the family, they tied my oldest daughter's family and her father's family, my family, my husband's family and tried to mix it up and extort me or make me think I was in trouble for something someone else was talking about or actually doing.  They used an app to link them together.  Google app.  

It's horrible because until I could actually show someone something in black and white and did a list of FTC and FCC and identity theft.gov reports and all kinds of fraud reports and fraud affidavits nobody would believe what they were actually doing.  I suppose if they're going to continue to insist that I'm insane then that's going to make me never ever ever shut up about it until somebody actually checks out what I am saying.  How dare someone do something like that and then say it never happened.  How dare they come in and tear up a family that truly loved each other and prey on addiction and sorrows.  How dare anyone do that to my family or anyone else.  Especially my children.  Even Callie my oldest and son in law with accusations of making her sister drink alcohol.  All the way back to when she lived in the apartment in Lexington.  For the record they were doing some kind of tit for tat and going around and hacking people in the bloodline and I still think that they did something weird to Danita and they did something weird to my cousin Craig Seago, Tom Brewer and listened to Todd Rohr, and Brad Goodwin, my Grandmother Edna Fender,  and I know without any doubt I was mistaken for Danita Morris.  They did something odd with some kind of memory program and they had memories of people running their car into a tree over and over and over and over, and it was so vivid during my drive in the Oldsmobile.  The emotion and the memory were so vivid I would start crying but it wasn't me and I knew it wasn't me.  Weirdo software.  No I do not hear sounds.  I do not hear walls talking or anything like that.  It's hard to describe.  Perhaps it's better if I don't,  but then if I don't, then someone will get away with something very bad. 

I mean I won't bring any of this up in court.   I have to think long and hard about how this is going to go.  Dodi is almost eighteen.  When you are eighteen you can do what you want even though you're not old enough to drink, or other things.  I really do not have the desire to force her to live here with me.  However, I refuse to relinquish my parental rights, or to have any government entity claim that I am unstable, unable or unwilling.   I would give my life for my children.    The death of Damon was very unexpected and her behavior towards me has been very unexpected.  The parental alienation continues.  Things could have gone so much differently if there were more communication with the others involved in this situation.  It's almost like trying to erase me and do away with my very existence.  I'm treated as if this wasn't the child of my womb.  The child I nursed at my breast.  The child I held through childhood seizures.  The child I set up with all night when she was sick.  The child I work for because she was a part of someone I loved.  The child that was not only my daughter but also my special friend.  The daughter that said she loves me and let me know by telling me she loved me and that she knew she could tell me anything.  Our bickering, giggling, talking, and everyday interactions, laughter and tears. The daughter that is now a young lady and into her own life and friends.  Even the phone calls and texts eventually ceased.  It seems like the people involved are trying to bully me into forcing me to relinquish my parental rights, or else just take my rights altogether.  Alienation was encouraged .  They acted like I wasn't extorted over the gun incident with Dia and Mike and Doyle.  Then later a Ralph and Jack's Crab Shack and Bartlett and another Ralph.  They acted like I was ridiculous but why would I be ridiculous when they didn't even want to tell me where my child was and something horrific had just happened?   Why would the court of law or the state of Georgia require that I even explain why I want to know where my child is?  Was this still over the genealogy and what y'all were doing to me over Doles, and Facebook and Instagram,  AOL,  Yahoo,  emails and texts and Facebook messages and going through my entire life?   You think I'm being paranoid but this is very very scary that someone arbitrarily and capriciously came in and did this to me and it has continued for so long.    Even after the divorce and  how happy Dodi was to see me, and excited for our time together. 

In hindsight though, even when we went on our special vacation to West Virginia, she had moments that she was deceitful and almost did things that were later used for falsehoods and lies.  She made a comment on a WhatsApp or one of her little apps to someone that her mother took her to a crack cabin.  I recently heard that she was telling people I punched her and slapped her,  and atrocious things.  Things that prior to his death I would never ever ever ever imagined her saying or doing.  Then all these accusations came about from DFCS officials.  I would like to know the name of the individuals that contacted DFCS since it did go to court,  it is allowed to be told.  When it goes to court there is no secret about who made the call.  I mean my word they act like they weren't mixing me up with Joanne Dankel's Roku and smart TV.

I cannot imagine a lawyer so deranged and brutally cruel to participate in the things that have happened with my child for the past decade.  Lies and stalking and tearing down my life and insulting me and having me threatened and purposely trying to instill fear or panic?  Why in the world would Damon tell someone that I turned in an HP Pavilion to tell on somebody's human trafficking?  That was so long ago that I gave Jeff that computer.  Now either the same people came after me or someone was trying to use it to scare me and extort me.   Much less allow such people to come after me over such things or other peoples lives or activities?   Especially when it was a computer that I gave to my first husband that we purchased together.   All I did was give it back to him.  Many years ago.  I believe when I gave it back to him he asked me what in the world Damon was looking at because it had a government program on it,  a government monitoring program.  He was with Lexington South Carolina PD then.  I didn't know that he had transferred files from his Gateway computer there.   Why would it cause so much rage and anger that Jeff Smith had that computer?  Then how come they were mixing up Jeff Smith automotive litigation over sexual harassment cases with my first husband in South Carolina?

I mean the stuff they were trying to extort me over was stuff from a long time ago even when they started doing it around 2014.  They have just continued from there.   When they ran out of scoop, they started with the insanity thing.  It's really getting old and all it's doing is making me more tenacious and determined to prove what they did.  Well I guess I'm going to have to pray hard on it again tonight.  I'm going to try to meditate and pray myself to sleep.  I'm going to pray for my child and for the right thing for everybody.  I promise my daughters that I will not cease to find out the whole thing and everything that happened.  There's been too much covered up and too many lies and too many things that happened that really really affected all of us and especially my family, most of all Dodi.  It has left me with a deep void.   I do not feel like God wants me to let that go.  I think he wants it told.  God knows what happened and God loves the truth.  The truth will be told.  The weirdest thing in Damon's drunken state, this goes back,  say to 2017, he repeatedly kept saying you must tell the truth,  you must tell the truth,  you must tell the truth and I thought what in the world,  he is so weird.  I laughed and looked at some hodgepodge wallpaper I made and I said pomegranate juice is good for you.  Well babe, guess what?   I hope you're looking down from heaven because I am going to find out what happened in the entirety of the past decade.  From the seizure simulator, to the hospital ransomware, to extortion, to the eavesdropping, and cellphone hacking, to the wild accusations of abortion after the miscarriage, to the flood of memories and Pegasus software and social media and Genealogy research attacks and attorneys, to some weird memory and dementia programs and child trafficking crap, everything.  I never thought you were a monster Damon.  I just know there were a lot of things that happened and could not for the life of me understand why anything like this happened to us. Our family.  What in the world were you looking at that would cause all of this or someone you know looking at? 

On that note, I was curious just now if Dodi thought of Babe Pig In The Big City?  A couple of jelly beans don't even hit the bottom.......