Lying Doesn't Erase Anything

Even the oddest thing on picking out dresses for all these other weddings and going to the movies with Damon and teachers coming up and asking me about summer matinees and Rapunzel and Rumpelstiltskin and memories of my family and friends from school and drunks and donations and brainwashing. Then of course they kept going I'm going to the movies I'm picking my seat.  Stuff over Joanne Hawkridge and Joanne Dankle and Peach County schools and Peach Valley Club.  I hope they all have white towels.  Chris Lawrimore only has white towels……how odd I watched those movies with Dodi on the old HP Pavilion and was remembering my favorite summer matinees.  How odd.  Heidi.  The Last Unicorn.  Rumpelstiltskin.  Little Red Riding Hood.  The Ice Princess.  Then they did something nasty to me of something else with that HP.  Really nasty things over human trafficking indictments and identity thefts.

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