The Meaning of Blue Roses

There was most certainly a media cellphone hack.  And they really were talking bad about Katie Couric.  And it really was streaming through my AOL in fact they were going through every old AOL and every old Yahoo they could find.  About 2014-2015.  You could see the commentary running like a crawler on the side of the AOL.   The interesting thing was someone from work had absolutely hacked me either my phone and got on my system somehow or my Facebook.  There was a friend and work associate that they used to tell her she look like Katie Couric and somehow somebody thought it was all about her. And it went from there of course they were going through pictures and trolling for memories and all kinds of weird stuff these little things they would send saying it was a publisher and they were going to publish something of yours and all you have to do is pay this little charge.  

These people get on your phone and then you go home and you get on your Wi-Fi and you watch your TV and you go through your Netflix or your Roku and then they get on your TV and your computer and network.  They can remotely change your network settings all they have to do is get on one device and they can get into everything.  They've done it to me for over 9 years and they've used it for everything from litigation,  to child custody, to stalking,  to Identity theft.  Ransomware. The ransomware is terrifying because they  threaten your life to obtain goods or money or anything else that they wanted.  This lady let me use her Roku but she knew what they were doing,  they were terrorizing her and they started mixing it up with people in South Carolina from my phone.  These people are relentless.  I have changed my phone number.  I have changed carriers, and once they give out your personal information in the web, they have every singl...

Over and over I ask you Lord to take care of Dodi and open her eyes and heart to the truth.  It hurts so very bad, but I know that I cannot give up.  I have to leave this load with you Lord and wait on your will.  Dodi has to come home of her own will.  Lord he took her once and I gave in,  in order to get her back.  Thank you God for holding us up when we had nothing left to do.  I never gave up on my child or gave her to anyone else to raise.  Help me with the alienation from my child and the falsehoods in her mind that are hurting us.  She is a gift from God taken from my life.  Lord form a shield of protection around us and please restore our lives and comfort her. All through our lives, from the night she almost died in my arms, you have never let us go.  Even when I was hurt and angry, you never gave up on me or Dodi.  Please help me be the most like you I can be.  Lord please whisper in Damon's ear and let him know ...

Lord, first let me start by saying I am always thankful in my soul.  Next I would like to ask forgiveness.  Today I have been very impatient.  Forgive me when my personality forgets how grateful I really am.  Help me be a blessing to others and and as my work day ends I thank you for an outstanding day today with my clients.  I get so wrapped up in details and perfection I forget you've got my back.  Amen