The Meaning of Blue Roses

Their notifications are annoying.  They promise all these prizes if you try to get people to load their app and then you never get a prize.  Well, maybe one, but, never the whole thing .  They use weird adware to coerce buyers.  Today I laughed because I remembered when my oldest was in highschool, she started an entire binder full of MADE in CHINA stickers.   She's been out of college for well over 3 years now.  What does that tell us?   My youngest used to want to touch the Great Wall of China.  We did a rice bowl bank on our table and emptied our change with each meal.  Lottie Moon offering.  She used to want to travel with missionaries.  She worried about clean water.  I had so hoped we'd visit one day.  Since my own fascination with Hong Kong and Great Britain. It's not that I hate China. I love Chinese culture.  It just brings to light the turn of the economy and where we have been heading for the past...

I believe she asked "If you're that G.D. scared why don't you go somewhere else".  Now, to answer your question, I hope a gang stalks you and your family members.  I hope you have extortion, identity theft, ransomware, theft, internet stalking, and some weirdo go through every Facebook, your home, your vehicle, threaten you, scare you with ridiculous things, racism and hateful people find you online, run your life through a prison and then.... I will ask you if you're scared.  Let them throw your genealogy research in the dark web.  See if you tend to be a little more cautious and look over your back.  Until you can experience it, don't ask me that.  Actually I do not wish it on anyone.  Right now I'm just working on forgiveness.  To forgive is divine.  It's healing and it's freedom from a load given that you didn't ask for or provoke to begin with.  It's freedom from being a victim.  A victim is someone who has no control or choice...